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Tuesday, July 6th, 2004
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4:02 pm
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well i havent updated this in ages!!
Today im not really doin nethin (2 lazy) but im seein ryan l8r on 2nite! Yesterday we went 2 mcd's then ryan went 2 work.
On thursday we went 2 the pub 2 watch 'pub idol' n i met sum of ryans pals. it was quite a gd nite. i like bein able 2 go out with him now lol coz b4 i was never sure id get in2 places. Of course iv only ever bn 2 the pub twice but its a start!!
So on friday we went 2 USHER!!!!! :D :D :D I really enjoyed myself n thot it was really gd!! Ryan said he thot it was ok but i had a gr8 time lol. We met iain n his siter! n ryan bought me a poster! On saturday i went 2 my aunts house then went 2 ryans n on sunday my mum took me shoppin n bought me LOADS of clothes 4 my hols!!! Im really lookin 4ward 2 it now. Jst worried me n vic will hav bought the same stuff n knowin how stubborin we both r neither of us will take it bk if we hav!!
Im goin 2 her show on thursday i think, but il need 2 go on my own coz ryan will b workin n i doubt emma will go!
neways thats enuf 4 2day... c ya x
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| Monday, June 28th, 2004
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12:56 am
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Well iv had a really gd weekend!!! On friday i went 2 ryans which is always fun lol. N yesterday me, ryan, vic n chris all went 2 the pub. It was a gd nite, i enjoyed myself. Apparrantly there wer a few parties on but we didnt go 2 any. We wer gonna go 2 one of vics pals but by the time we left the pub we all jst decided 2 go home lol. Ryan was txtn louise 4 a wee while which is kinda weird coz they havent spoke in ages but i spose its cool theyre friends again. I dont think she likes me. lol. who cares eh! I was round at ryans 2nite n we watched grease n it was sooooo gd lol. Neways was jst a wee quick update since im online so buh byeee xx x x
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| Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
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8:55 pm - Bored...
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Im sittin doin nuthin right now (no1's on msn!) so jst thot id update..
Went 2 ryans skool show last nite. It was pretty borin. His (ex)pal louise was in it, n a few other ppl i recognised :s But yeah it was pretty crap! Met his pal dom hes quite funny lol. Went bk 2 ryans after it 4 a wee while then jst went home.. Julie n Vic r goin 2 it 2nite, even tho i told them it was pretty rubbish! Barely saw them recently, kinda miss the wee weirdos! :P Il c them 2moro tho! Me n em r goin 2 the pics nst monday a think, n she'll probs ask them 2!
2day i got my hair cut. Its a few inches shorter but doesnt look ne different sumhow :( I think im goin bk 2 skool 2moro (bn off 4 the past few days) coz im feelin a lot better. There isnt really much point but it will b nice 2 c evry1 b4 the holidays!
Ryans cumin over after his work 2nite :) So.. im gonna go 4 a shower the now a think! byeeeeeee x x x x
(p.s iv jst realised how much i mention ryan on this thing lol. awww its coz i luv him lol (ano ano, am a cheesy wee bum!)
current mood:  bored
current music: stuck on you
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| Sunday, June 20th, 2004
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11:59 pm
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Well this wkend was pretty gd!! On friday as u know i jst went 2 ryans which was gr8. We went a walk along 2 the garage so that ryan could get sum money 4 a chinese but it started 2 rain really really heavy n we got absolutely soaked!! my hair was drippin wet n my clothes wer ringing wet but it was good fun carryin on in the rain lol. So wen we got home i had 2 put ryans clothes lol n apparrantly i looked cute but i jst felt stupid!! So we jst cuddled up under a blanket n watched tv n ate our chinese food lol. hes so sweet n luvly n i luv him so much! I fell asleep 4 ages after that lol n then went home n fell asleep in ryans clothes (v. comfy btw!!)
So on saturday thru the day me n ryan went in2 glasgow n i bought a new top n ryan bought me a necklace that went really nice with it (thank u babeeee!!!) n i wore that 2 my big sis's bf's 18th bday party. It was quite a gd nite, lotsa ppl there. There was 1 little incident id rather 4get about tho! But lets not go there.. lol.
So 2day i jst slept all day coz i was really tired. Iv got a really really really sore throat n i can barely speak! :( Mibbe thats a gd thing lol. So hopefully il b able 2 speak 2moro, or i at least hope its less sore! im goin 2 ryans skool show with him 2moro nite - oliver. dunno y we're actually goin. jst 4 sumit 2 do. should b a laugh. i hope. neways nuthin much more 2 tell u so nite nite x x x
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| Friday, June 18th, 2004
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5:49 pm - dum dee dum...
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So im jst bk from the UN thingy in motherwell. It was actually a really gd day, very heated debates!! sum of them got a bit personal lol..
So yeah it was a really gd day, i had fun :) Not bn in skool at all 4 the past 2 days which is also a plus!
2nite im goin over 2 ryans! well in like half an hour actually :D Should b a gd nite!
Dont really know wot im doin this wkend. probs jst spend it at ryans lol. I cant believe its nearly the summer holidays.. cant wait!!!! it'll b so gd this summer, coz now i hav ryan lol. We can go wee day trips n summery stuff like that lol.
Neways im away 2 get changed etc! byeeee x x
current mood:  bouncy
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| Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
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7:51 pm
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Heyyyy again!! Bn a wee while since i last done this, jst havent had time n couldnt really b bothered!! So... wots bn happenin recently then??
Well left skool early 2day with vic. went 2 mcd's then bk 2 her bit. was a gd laugh. we need 2 spend more time 2gether!
Last nite i had the prize givin - got french, mod sts, drama n PSE (im not countin that 1 tho!) Last yr i got 6, now i got 3. I wish id studied :( Im gonna try really hard 4 5th yr! I think il hav 2 sit int2 maths, coz i totally messed up the exam. I feel kinda shit about that! plus il miss my maths class. i like evry1 in it n we hav a gd laugh. gd old Mrs Donnachie 2, shes ok i spose! Ah well, thats wot i get for not tryin!!
So the prize givin was pretty borin, til the end wen ryan turned up!!! :D It was so sweet, i was really happy 2 c him. Apparrantly a few girls said he was nice lookin.. dunno whether thats gd or bad. I need 2 stop bein so jealous wen it cums 2 ryan! but i cant help it!
Well at the wkend i spent friday nite at ryans. it was soooooo gd!!! ;) lol. Then on sat we all went out 2 celebrate my big cousins engagement, who also jst had a baby lol. was a gd nite!! i missed ryan tho. My aunt said he can cum nxt time tho!! :)
Me n Vic r goin 2 an Eu thingy on friday for modern studies, its basically a debate. Loadsa schools r goin. should b gd i think.. maybe. lol. At least we'll get out of skool eh..
Vic has 2 do the speech at the end. Im sure it'll go well. id b nervous if i was her, but i think shes chuffed she got picked 2 do it lol.
Well 2nite i need 2 tidy my room, go hav a bath n get ready 4 ryan cumin over! :D I feel dead content the now (how cheesy is that!!! lol). Its true tho, evrythin seems 2 b pretty gd! Its nearly the summer, iv got ryan :D n im pretty happy!!!
I jst wish skool was over. it seems pointless 4 us 2 b there jst now. Ah well, guess its not up 2 me! Well im offski, il try n update more regularly in future lol. c yaaa x x
current mood:  content
current music: Oc theme tune - i miss that show :'(
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| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
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9:15 pm - update!!
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Well its bn quite a wee while since i last done this, mainly bcoz i cant b bothered with it!!
So bk at skool n am a big 5th yr now :p Jst feels the same as 4th yr the now i spose! Nuthins really changed yet!
I cant even think wot iv done since the last time i updated.. Jst bn seein ryan, goin 2 skool, goin in2 glasgow etc.. Nuthin new really! my fake tan that i got done at stephs has faded away :( erm.. n i think thats about it!
Jst out the shower, ryan will b over soon! :D So i should probably go n get dressed, but cant b bothered atm. I will in a min!
Dunno wot am doin this wkend yet. Hope sum1 decides 2 hav a party (unlikely).
Well i really should get dressed n dry my hair! so buh bye! L x
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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8:22 pm - La dee daaaaaa...
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Ok so MAYBE (yeah, maybe) i was a tiny bit dramatic about ma mum callin me fat lol. I dont care nemore, coz im joinin the gym on sunday wi alison (woooohh :D) And i wont mention it ever again! (until i hav a wee flat tummy lol).
Not done much at all 2day, got up n had really bad cramp which meant i coudlnt go in2 glasgow with vic n emz! ach well.. Spoke 2 ryan :D and watched tv. its bn a v excitin day.. not!
I had quite a gd day yesterday tho. For the 1st time in ages i went up ayr drive 2 c julie. Was a wee bit weird coz i havent bn up there since i started goin out with ryan. Was gd tho coz me n julie never do anythin jst the 2 of us. We had a gd laugh!! Went home, had dinner then went bk round 2 julies coz we wer bored. So we went up the in infamous 'monklands estate' n stood about 4 an hour. woo hoo. Then wen we wer walkin home we saw ryan cumin home from work. So we walked julie home a bit then i went 2 his house. Was a gd nite ;) lol.
So yip, thats about all iv done! Ryans cumin over l8r once hes finished work! :D
Gonna hav a busy wkend this week! Seein ryan friday nite, on saturday thru the day all the girls r goin out 4 lunch and sum shoppin 4 alison's bday n then at nite we're all goin 2 stephs pamper party (oooooohhh :p). Im gettin a fake tan done. Hope i dont go orange..
Then emmas stayin at mine n ryan said him n mick would cum round n c us 4 a wee while. They probs wont tho, they'll b 2 busy gettin drunk in the pub :p lol.
Well thats ma plans 4 this wkend!! Then me n ryan r goin in2 glasgow on monday coz he'll hav his wages! lucky bum!
current mood: content
current music: Fit But You know it..
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| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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9:55 pm
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Well this wkend was pretty gd! Until 2nite that is! But neway..
Friday was Beccas party n it was really gd, i had fun! Plus my mum bought me a new top 4 it so that was a plus lol.
Saturday went round 2 ryans house n jst watched tv n stuff. I fell asleep lol n woke up in a really bad mood. I took it out on ryan n i feel bad about it! I was a bit of a bitch. But we're fine so evrythins cool!
Not really done much 2day. Studied a bit for modern studied 2moro n watched the OC. So i was sittin in the livin room with my mum n sister n i cant quite remember how but we got onto the subject of my weight (which is a touchy subject, btw.) So i'll admit it, recently iv put on a lot of weight. And i know that. But my mum seems 2 find pleasure in remindin me evry 2 minutes! Im not blind and i do know that iv put on weight. So me n emma agreed that as soon as the exams wer over we'd join the gym n go evry week. My mum knows that. But still says sumthin like "oohhhh laura u really need 2 loose weight" or "u cant go on holiday lookin like that." etc etc etc. So wen she started 2nite i kinda snapped. I dont need 2 b told evry 2 minutes, i know i need 2 lose sum weight! and i will as soon as my exams r over. But in the meantime i dont want 2 hear that all the time! So then she goes on 2 tell me that my papa basically called me fat 2 the other day. so i started cryin. I know its babyish but i couldnt help it. Iv felt pretty down about myself recently n that jst really hurt. Its so embarrassin 2 know that ur family hav all bn sayin that behind ur bk. My dad keeps tellin me i need 2 loose weight 2. N im gettin sick of it. It doesnt help! So yeah i will do sumthin about it, im joinin the gym this week. But if would b nice if i jst got sum encouragement instead of insults all the time!
Neways enuff of my moanin 4 1 nite! L
current mood:  frustrated
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| Thursday, May 20th, 2004
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8:28 pm - I'm bored... :(
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I have done absolutely NUTHIN 2day n im sooooo bored!! I should really study 4 drama 2moro but.. wot can u really study 4 it?? Me n J r goin 2 mcd's 2moro before the exam (mmm yummy!!) Emma didnt take drama so she wont b goin n we'll hav 2 c if vic can afford to take time outta her busy life!! 2 b honest, im kinda annoyed at her the now. No, not annoyed. Jst.. well i was lookin thru her journal n me, j n emz havent bn mentioned once. Not ONCE!! Sounds like a stupid thing 2 b annoyed about but its as if shes totally 4got about us. She talks about james n ashley n how she misses spendin time with them n stuff in 'the old days' but i mean wot about us?! I know im guilty of spendin more time with ryan than with my friends but i at least miss them! its as if she doesnt care! She says we're her best friends but i dont really think we r nemore. She seems closer 2 her other friends.
We're meant 2 b goin on holiday 2gether at the end of the summer. It will probably b weird, goin from not seein each other at all 2 seein each other evry day for 2 whole weeks. I hope we get on ok n hav fun! Fingers crossed...
Neway enuf of ma moanin! Party 2moro, wooooh! :D Dunno wot 2 wear :s I need new clothes!! hint hint mum ;) Jst kiddin of course, my mum wont b readin this! Hopefully!
Mibbe i should add sum friends on this thing? Nah, that would mean ppl would actually read this! N if i thot that was gonna happen id at least try an make myself look more interestin :P
Well im off 2 'study' 4 drama...
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| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
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10:24 pm
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Today's been pretty crap! Not done much at all, apart from 'study'... Got my biology exam 2moro, which means another fail! Iv tried studyin but cant seem 2 take anythin in, so iv given up!! At least after 2moro il only hav 2 left - mod sts n drama, which arent 2 difficult. Neways, enuff about exams! Jst talkin bout them gives me a headache.. :(
Goin 2 party this wkend with ryan, becca's 16th. Should b gd! Need 2 remember n get her a card lol. Doubt il c my friends, none of them r goin 2 beccas n think we've all got other plans 4 sat.. Oh well. I spose il c them all 2moro!
Hopefully get 2 spend saturday jst with ryan :) Think im goin round 2 his. So that should b fun! Neways i should probs go on 2 bitesize, n at least pretend im studyin!! L x
current mood: bored
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12:11 am - Heyyy
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Right well now iv done my wee introduction thingy im jst gonna talk about things that hav bn happenin recently n that..
I had a really gr8 time this wkend with ryan - as usual!! We jst stayed in watchin videos n eatin crisps lol but it was really fun! Evrythins goin so so well n im really happy!! We've bn goin out for over 6 months now :o On our anniversary he sent me roses, took me out 4 dinner n gave me usher tickets!! How sweet is that!! :D Ud think that after 6 months the spark would b gone but it definitely isnt ;) lol. Hes jst perfect!! And i really love him :) Lol ok il shut up about ryan now...
I havent saw my friends much recently coz we've all bn busy with other things, i.e our bf's lol. Im not complainin or nethin but i feel like we've all kinda drifted apart a bit. Doesnt seem like the other girls feel the same tho. I read vics journal n she was sayin she missed certain ppl but apparrantly im not 1 of them lol. So.. thats jst fine!! :p But yeah i do think we should all make a bit more of an effort 2 spend time with each other!! Not that i wanna spend less time with ryan, of course!!! Im jst sayin.. lol. Neways i think iv rambled enough 4 2nite. L x
current mood: happy
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| Monday, May 17th, 2004
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11:47 pm
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Well this is my first entry on my 'journal' and.. i dunno wot 2 write! Jst thot this would b gd for when im bored n stuff.. so.. yeah. I spose evrythins gr8 the now, iv got nuthin 2 complain about (well apart from exams but lets not go there!!). Things with ryan couldnt b more perfect, i have my girlies (as always lol) and.. thats all i need really!! :) Iv read a few ppl's journal thingys b4 n they always hav sumthin interestin 2 say or hav big dramas goin on in their life but like i said im happy at the moment! So this will probably jst b filled with a load crap. Dont spose it matters tho, i doubt ne1 will read this - which is fine by me!! So yip.. thats my 1st post i guess!! L x
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